bewitch the mind and ensnare the senses

Plagued by insomnia once again, I am considering seeing a doctor. I need some sleeping pills or I will never do anything productive. It's like I have been sleeping the last days without being anywhere near well rested as I should be. And once again my holidays are going to rush by without me doing anything for uni. Nothing new. I wish I had some sort of switch. Motivation On - Motivation Off. But it seems that my motivation switch is permanently on off.

A friend told me last week about a swinger site she is on. Do I look that "needy" that I would have to register on such a damn site? Probably. She is totally addicted to sex. She changes her partner as often as I change my underwear. (Everyday! ) Anyone who has a craving for sex only has a craving for sex because he/she is not satisfied with the performance of his/her partner. She really should start rearranging her life. With a kid and no job, she is not really the woman she wanted to be as a teenager. I pity her even after she said that she would have to look in her time schedule thingie to see if she had time for me. *rollseyes*

Have been doing nothing much these last days except watching movies and several episodes of "The Big Bang Theory" which is "the" series I am currently hooked on. Why are nerds/geeks so damn sexy?


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