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http://youtu.be/pn8xjONVOUg
I have started this blog as a kind of self-therapy . Instead of writing in a boring old diary, I have used the internet as a box to deposit my worries/heartaches and other stuff that generally comes with life. Sometimes it helped, other times not so much. But I am glad that I started it all and am still writing, since I have a habit of starting things and then leaving them without finishing. :)
The last few weeks I have been drifting in and out of reality. It's a total blast to get out and experience life at it's best. On the other hand I have never been more overwhelmed with everything in the last few weeks. It's way too much to handle in such a short time period; meeting new people, all-around changes, friends coming and going, exams and books lying around and not having been read. I hope that I will get a break very soon or otherwise I will probably have to cool off somehow. (bungee jumping maybe?)
I love movies which are bittersweet and which not many people even know exist. A prime example for that is "Dogdays" with River Phoenix, but also "Teenage Dirtbag" with Scott M. Foster as the protagonist (or more like antagonist) of the story. Both movies are very different, but still they share this overall feeling: after you have watched the movies, you will feel fulfilled in a certain way. Like you have just learned something (from a movie nonetheless!) and then you start searching for similar movies which give you the same feeling, but mostly they are hard to find and you despair. And then you go back to watching "Game of Thrones" or "Doctor Who" and hope that someday a bold movie director will come, find an awesome screenwriter and a composer and make another one of those bittersweet and beautiful movies, which make you feel all "butterfly-ish" inside. Mhm...
I have started this blog as a kind of self-therapy . Instead of writing in a boring old diary, I have used the internet as a box to deposit my worries/heartaches and other stuff that generally comes with life. Sometimes it helped, other times not so much. But I am glad that I started it all and am still writing, since I have a habit of starting things and then leaving them without finishing. :)
The last few weeks I have been drifting in and out of reality. It's a total blast to get out and experience life at it's best. On the other hand I have never been more overwhelmed with everything in the last few weeks. It's way too much to handle in such a short time period; meeting new people, all-around changes, friends coming and going, exams and books lying around and not having been read. I hope that I will get a break very soon or otherwise I will probably have to cool off somehow. (bungee jumping maybe?)
I love movies which are bittersweet and which not many people even know exist. A prime example for that is "Dogdays" with River Phoenix, but also "Teenage Dirtbag" with Scott M. Foster as the protagonist (or more like antagonist) of the story. Both movies are very different, but still they share this overall feeling: after you have watched the movies, you will feel fulfilled in a certain way. Like you have just learned something (from a movie nonetheless!) and then you start searching for similar movies which give you the same feeling, but mostly they are hard to find and you despair. And then you go back to watching "Game of Thrones" or "Doctor Who" and hope that someday a bold movie director will come, find an awesome screenwriter and a composer and make another one of those bittersweet and beautiful movies, which make you feel all "butterfly-ish" inside. Mhm...
Insight_to_Insanity - 4. Jul, 00:34
