bewitch the mind and ensnare the senses

Basically, it sucks! Don't get me wrong. Graz is a lovely city but it can't be compared to Brighton. It was amazing to see my parents and siblings again but were it not for them, Austria would have never seen me again. I hate this country so fucking much! Everywhere I go, just by saying my name, I get immediately judged. I don't want to generalize but most of the Austrians are racists. It's a fact. They don't like foreigners and foreigners don't like them. If you have a job interview, the first thing they look at is, if you are an Austrian citizen (thank god, i am at least that, but if I could I would change it for UK citizenship). Their whole mentality pisses me off! After finishing my uni degree, I'm gone. Bye, bye Austria. My family will just have to deal with it.

I miss Malena, my roommate in Brighton. She is the type of person who lightens up a whole room just by being there and she is one hell of a funny girl. Hopefully she doesn't miss me so much.

Let's face it. It's not Brighton I'm missing. It's the fact that I don't want to face my problems and responsibilities here. I'd rather keep running away. But who wouldn't? I should really stop being soo damn stupid and get on with my life. Start rearraning it and everything will work itself out. At least, that's what I hope for.